Dryness of Soul

I believe you will carry me from this place i am now in. That you will sustain me with your grace and that i just need to relax and trust your goodness. That i am being taken cared of as of this moment. I choose to believe you see me and you see my heart. I thought there is nothing worst than pain but there is, and that is dryness. Dryness of soul. Living yet dead. I want to breath again. To rejoice in you again. To worship you. To lift your name on high. To see myself smile as i praise you. To see my heart rejoice as i rejoice in you. I want to be one with you again. But the soil of my heart is parch. The trees planted have gone dry. Hope and Joy dried along with it. My life is one great desert. Lord pour your rain once again i pray. Grant me your storm, flood my heart with you...flood me with all of you. I want to taste you once again. I want to taste all of you once again. Lord consume me. Do not let me feel deserted. Lord grace me with your presence. Prepare a table for me once again-let me eat at your breakfast. Lord i miss you. My Jesus i miss you. Come, come and rain down once more. Lord awaken me!

Renewal

I want to write to you again Father. I know im feeling guilty for all the sins i have committed against you but i wont let that stop me from writing to you. I know you listed to me. I thank you. And i'm sorry for being inconsiderate. There is not a thing that can stop you from loving me. I trust your mercy, your love, your grace but at the same time i dont want to abuse you. I want to be better because of you. To seek you. To seek my happiness in you. So here i am back again. And no one can stop me. I'm sorry for everything. Forgive me and bless me. Bless my life. Make me yours again. Embrace me and welcome me into your holy embrace. Forget all my sins and look at me with love. Cleanse me again thoroughly. Help me be holy. In Jesus name renew me Father. My God put a right spirit within me.

Think Clearly: Pray

Good Morning Father,

Im thinking of things to write on my blog but nothing comes to mind. I'm block so i figured, ill just talk to you. Maybe after this ill think of something brilliant to post. By brilliant i mean people would get something valuable from it. What would you recommend Father? I really do hope that ill get approval from adsense. If not then ill think of what to do and ill try again. I hope this time ill get approved. Things are pretty in a rush lately. It seems like i am rushing into things because if felt like i want to be more.  I just cant think clearly. I want to think clearly. What would it take to think clearly Father? Prayer. Yes prayer. I wonder what would make my blog be on the first page of google. haha. Ambitious much? No i am certain about that. And one day my blog will earn me millions. And i wouldnt have to worry about money matters anymore. I just have to be smart on how to invest and spend or save or budget. Thank you Father. Let not the drive for money be the reason for creating my blog. NO, no, no but the drive to help others better themselves by their thinking instead. Let your holy wisdom come to me and whisper things needed to fulfill my God-given destiny. I am yours. Hide me in you wings. Thank you Father. Abba-cakes thank you so much!